Sitting on Providence

Life was made precious so that when it ends, it will feel like you've lost your entire will to live. Free to live as free spirits as though you were just sitting back on your couch, watching movies on the television. But watching everything unfold without having the will to change it, only hoping that the day will come that you will be able to do it once again, only to live as another being, with as much will to direct your past life as much as in the times when you could only sit back. But it hurts more since you know that this time, you have the choice to do so, but not the power to do it.